CRAVE

So at youth group sunday night, i was insecure about my body! most of the time i feel FAT and i blame not having a boyfriend on it! But after Matt spoke about how everyone gives in to soul cravings in diguise(self image, sexual immorality).

I feel much better about my self! i think less of how i look to others and focus more on what He thinks of me, Beautiful! He made me in his image and i should be proud of how He made me. And now i am! Culture these days says that women should be skinny with large boobs and tan skin and always has a man by her side! Absolutely NOT! That is not what the image of god is!

Today is a beautiful day. I just want to go swimming now!

its a beautiful day in the neighborhood!!!

Yes, its finally perfect outside! Warm, Sunny, a little breezy and most importantly i work! Ugh.

Yesterday i was down in the dumps! i felt fat and unwanted. Then this morning i remembered that Jesus made me in his image, and through his eyes, he sees a BEAUTIFUL creation! Thank you Lord for showing myself through your eyes!

I'm going to make today a fun day!

feel it....

Its nice outside today! i like it! i dont have much to say, i just wanted to blog today! lol

hello there...

I stayed home from school today because I'm sick! i watched stepfather, which was a terrible movie! it seemed like a mix of movies, mainly Disturbia and Obsessed!

So prom is coming up in like two months and people have already gotten there dresses and prom dates, i feel very.....very....late! I don't want to end up without a date just like last year! I felt like i made the pictures very off and of course i made the best of it, but i cant help that i just want to feel wanted by peers.

I don't have much to say today, just like every other day!

time to KILL!

I'm posting because i need some time to kill! Yes, im working and have been been working hard for about 3 hours now!

It's Valentine's day, also known as Single's Awarness Day, or SAD DAY! lol Of course I don't have a Valentine except for my mom! Which means # 34 on my goals list is going to have to wait for tomorrow! Let's just hope i'll have an actual Valentine next year!

Check up on my goals:
#3 stop biting my nails! they look really nice now!
#4 loose 20 lbs before april-its going really slow at the moment
#20 visit a foreign country- t minus 129 days until Argentina!
#27 Write hand written letters to my grandparents- i think i will do that tomorrow!
#54 read the whole new testament in a month- its definetly coming along
#92 go to more than one prom this year- my chances are looking pretty slim!

Triumph-
#87 play powderpuff at my school! oh yea! its done! and i want to play some more!

Fail-
#51- dress up everyday for spirit week! i failed at this! Spirit week was last week and i only dressed up two days out of the six! how sad!

alexys!!!

SENIORSSSS!!

OH YEAH! WE WON! AFTER BEING HIT IN THE FACE THREE TIMES AND PUSHED ON THE GROUND, I FINALLY HAD ENOUGH AND HELD THOSE TRASHY-TRASH TALKING JUNIORS DOWN! HECK YEA! WE RUN THIS! THANKS TO ALL WHO CAME AND CHEERED ME ON AND WISHED ME LUCK! LUCK WAS VERY MUCH NEEDED! IM SOO SORE NOW AND HOPE TOMORROW CAN MATCH THE EXCITEMENT IM FEELING! HELL YEA!

GAME DAY #2

Today is the real game day! only because it rained for like a split second and they want to cancel it! well today is the day for our game! Hell Yea! I'm so excited! Juniors CAN NOT, i repeat, CAN NOT expect us to back down after all there talk! PREPARE TO BE AMAZED!