CRAVE

So at youth group sunday night, i was insecure about my body! most of the time i feel FAT and i blame not having a boyfriend on it! But after Matt spoke about how everyone gives in to soul cravings in diguise(self image, sexual immorality).

I feel much better about my self! i think less of how i look to others and focus more on what He thinks of me, Beautiful! He made me in his image and i should be proud of how He made me. And now i am! Culture these days says that women should be skinny with large boobs and tan skin and always has a man by her side! Absolutely NOT! That is not what the image of god is!

Today is a beautiful day. I just want to go swimming now!

its a beautiful day in the neighborhood!!!

Yes, its finally perfect outside! Warm, Sunny, a little breezy and most importantly i work! Ugh.

Yesterday i was down in the dumps! i felt fat and unwanted. Then this morning i remembered that Jesus made me in his image, and through his eyes, he sees a BEAUTIFUL creation! Thank you Lord for showing myself through your eyes!

I'm going to make today a fun day!

feel it....

Its nice outside today! i like it! i dont have much to say, i just wanted to blog today! lol

hello there...

I stayed home from school today because I'm sick! i watched stepfather, which was a terrible movie! it seemed like a mix of movies, mainly Disturbia and Obsessed!

So prom is coming up in like two months and people have already gotten there dresses and prom dates, i feel very.....very....late! I don't want to end up without a date just like last year! I felt like i made the pictures very off and of course i made the best of it, but i cant help that i just want to feel wanted by peers.

I don't have much to say today, just like every other day!

time to KILL!

I'm posting because i need some time to kill! Yes, im working and have been been working hard for about 3 hours now!

It's Valentine's day, also known as Single's Awarness Day, or SAD DAY! lol Of course I don't have a Valentine except for my mom! Which means # 34 on my goals list is going to have to wait for tomorrow! Let's just hope i'll have an actual Valentine next year!

Check up on my goals:
#3 stop biting my nails! they look really nice now!
#4 loose 20 lbs before april-its going really slow at the moment
#20 visit a foreign country- t minus 129 days until Argentina!
#27 Write hand written letters to my grandparents- i think i will do that tomorrow!
#54 read the whole new testament in a month- its definetly coming along
#92 go to more than one prom this year- my chances are looking pretty slim!

Triumph-
#87 play powderpuff at my school! oh yea! its done! and i want to play some more!

Fail-
#51- dress up everyday for spirit week! i failed at this! Spirit week was last week and i only dressed up two days out of the six! how sad!

alexys!!!

SENIORSSSS!!

OH YEAH! WE WON! AFTER BEING HIT IN THE FACE THREE TIMES AND PUSHED ON THE GROUND, I FINALLY HAD ENOUGH AND HELD THOSE TRASHY-TRASH TALKING JUNIORS DOWN! HECK YEA! WE RUN THIS! THANKS TO ALL WHO CAME AND CHEERED ME ON AND WISHED ME LUCK! LUCK WAS VERY MUCH NEEDED! IM SOO SORE NOW AND HOPE TOMORROW CAN MATCH THE EXCITEMENT IM FEELING! HELL YEA!

GAME DAY #2

Today is the real game day! only because it rained for like a split second and they want to cancel it! well today is the day for our game! Hell Yea! I'm so excited! Juniors CAN NOT, i repeat, CAN NOT expect us to back down after all there talk! PREPARE TO BE AMAZED!

GAME DAY!!!!

I can't wait to play today! I'm ready to raise hell, if needed. These junior girls think they can talk junk to make us back down! YOU BETTER BELIEVE WE'RE GOING TO BRING IT AND WE WILL NEVER BACK DOWN! So game day is today! i have been pumped since last year to play! So today is the day, WATCH IT JUNIORS OR A BUSTED LIP IS COMING YOUR WAY! WE RUN THIS!!!!

what a wonderful day...NOT!

Today wasn't too bad! It was just powderpuff prcatice! yes! it sucks sooo bad! i was pissed but im cooling off! so i went today expecting to play my normal spot on o-line! aha I played 3 plays and im out! what the heck , not fair! Then they called out the starters, half of them havent come to practices and the a few others just stood around at the other practices! NOT FAIR! i only missed 3 of the 12 practices and played the whole time for all those practices! if i dont play tomorrow! im going to raise HELL! yes! these coaches suck. period.

heart cookies..

I never have anything interesting to say! I'm not creative word wise, I'm more of a artsy person.
So as the last post said spirit week started and i have been super pumped to raise a lot of money for Pendleton place. And Friday was kick off to this awesome week. Saturday i helped set up for stampede for hope, and at first i didn't really want to be there and in my head all I thought about was myself until I realized as i was cleaning my room, that it wasn't if I was warm enough or awake enough to help cause I have a house to sleep in that is heated and clean and i can sleep whenever i want, but the pendleton kids didn't have that til they got to pendleton place and so that's why i was helping in the first place...Thank You Lord, Thank You for providing in my life, providing everything I need to be successful. I just want to be your hands and feet!!!
Anyways, after working I went to a Rave, which was awesome. ha ha, it was crazy with all the bright colors and flashing lights! it was a blast and a great event to have my senior year of high school!
Thanks to wonderful Sheila, who made some wonderful heart cookies! thank you! they were delicious!
Now today, its super bowl Sunday and where am i spending it, I don't know exactly! I helped set up for the senior citizen ball today for spirit week and it was fantastic,I hope all the seniors like it!

let the games begin

So today was THE DAY! SPIRIT WEEK 2010 has OFFICIALLY BEGUN! im so excited to participate in Powderpuff at my school! its only three days away!

I have quite a busy week ahead of me, there are so many events for spirit week im either in or helping! you should come see me! yay!

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coming along

Currently the status on my goals are underway!

#3 is certainly coming along! i cant stop playing with them! (Bittin my nails)
#4 i went to the gym, in which i met an older man who taught me some vital gym lessons! thanks Harold! I think I will meet this goal sucessfully thanks to him (loss 20 pounds before april!)
#11 become a better driver! hmmm....well its slowly coming together!(become a better driver)
#14 i think this will be the week i choose! (say nothing mean about anyone or anything for a week!)
#54 is definetly underway! i may be behind but ill catch up! thank you grace days!(read the WHOLE New Testament in a month
#87 i had practice today and the game is on the 9th of february, lets hope i kill it out there!(play powderpuff at my school

Today went by really fast, this year is going by fast! Well anyways I just wanted to say thanks to Jesus for everything he has done for me, I LOVE YOU!

love lexy!